Death wish
I died a little bit inside.
Ive been wasting all these nights to keep you off my mind. But i still cant because now youre becoming my shadow, my nightmare.
It hurts.
I really wish i werent me.
Becauase this depression, you, my anxieties is like cancers drain all my energies every fucking day
What if i die? I think thats the only way to escape the reality.
Everything is wrong in this life man.
Idk.
Is this my fault? The way i see the world?
Or god wanted me to be like this?
Would anyone tell me how to having suicidal thoughts every fucking night?? Im so tired
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