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IM FROM MARS


is sad a sickness?  or just an emotions? maybe both.

according to the National Institute of Mental Health. Depression is one of the most common mental disorders in the world, affecting more than 16 million adults. depression is a feelings of sadness and a loss of interest in things once enjoyed. feeling an exhaustion, headaches, and aches and pains. 
in this case i believe that  mental disorder "depression" is a different kind of depresi in bahasa. ya karna, keterbatasan kosa kata kita. 

"bu, aku punya depression

ha, kok bisa? emang kamu lagi punya masalah apa?

engga bu, aku lagi gapunya masalah ko. keuangan aku lancar, kuliah lancar, sama pacar ak juga gekanapa- napa.

ini tuh kondisi kejiwaan aku."

*Ibu bingung*

yap, depresi have a causes but depression IS NOT. its a condition, a mental condition. it can just hit everyone. like a fever. you eat healthy food, living a healthy life, you rich, you wealth, you still can have it. theres no certainly reason why people can have it. its not like a depresi. orang bangkrut, ditipu mitra kerja, putus cinta, galulus ujian, gagal jadi anggota dewan bisa depresi. BUT DEPRESSION IS A DIFFERENT THINGS.

and the worst part of having mental disorder is, people do not notice you. because you looks  so normal in the outside. but they dont know that youre dying in the inside. you strugling every fucking day just to be able to breath. you swallow sleeping pills just to get over things, you cries every night without a reason, you hate youself in the mirror, you even hate how you smile.

so, stop judging people. quiet people doesnt meant theyre kuper, skinny people doesnt meant theyre cacingan, man who cries a lot doesnt meant he is cengeng or bucin, and people who post about sad pictures doesnt meant they seeking attention. maybe they have a depression, or maybe theyre lonely, maybe they have eating disorders, ocd or maybe THEYRE JUST HAVING A SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. SO FUCK YOU, MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS, BE NICE TO PEOPLE OR SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU FUCKING BULLIES, MAKE SURE YOU CAN SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF YOUR HATE SPEECH, YOUR THOUGHTS PEOPLE COMITTED SUICIDE YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHITS!!! FUCK OFF!!!




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i just knew that, it only cost 15.500 rupiah to be happy.

INI GILA!!!

Menurut sains, katanya kalo kita lagi bahagia tubuh kita itu memproduksi hormon serotonin.

NAH TERNYATA hormon ini tuh bisa kita dapetin di apotek-apotek. TETAPI,  PERLU PAKE RESEP DOKTER TENTUNYA!!!.
karna ya, obat ini  gabisa dikonsumsi oleh sembarang orang. biasanya cuman pasien-pasien yang punya gangguan mental disorder atau yang habis mengalami trauma berat doang yang boleh mengkonsumsinya.

jadi, untuk bahagia kita perlu resep dokter?

engga, enggga.

karna ya, bagi sebagian orang, menjadi bahagia itu gampang. makan bareng pacar (kalo yang punya), shopping, jalan-jalan, nemu duit dijalan , atau bahkan tau mantan putus sama pacarnya, bisa bikin kita happy. tapi buat orang orang kayak kita? bahagia itu SUSAH. having anxiety disorder makes you feels worried, anxious and sad all the time. so, we need this pill (i called it happy pills).

well, it rights. money can buy happiness.

apa itu salah? ya engga. karna being mentally ill person is not a choice, its a disease. siapasih yang pengen punya anxiety? siapa yang pengen punya ocd? depression? ADHD? bipolar disorder? GAADA! but we have it anyway and the saddest part is.. people dont notice it. THEY DONT THINK IT EXIST!!

Bahkan dulu pertama kali tau, nyokap ngira gue kerasukan setan

"Udah ruqyah aja"

Gila.

sometimes not all disability are visible

siapasih yang gapengen bahagia!???? Siapa yang gapengen gembira?
some people steal money, drink alcohol, smoke weed, do drugs just to be happy.

Me? Ngisep asep rokok aja gue sesek.
 
tapi satu hal yang pasti. there are more than 17 human emotions! YOU DONT HAVE TO BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME! or PRETEND TO BE! its ok to be sad! its  ok to be upset, its ok crying in public! 

and for all mentally ill person or suicide atempt survivors, DUDE YOU ARE THE REAL WARRIORS!!! I KNOW HOW DOES IT FEELS, I KNOW HOW HARD YOU TRIES. JUST BE FUCKING SAFE, AND DONT GIVE UP OK!!!? RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE, YOU WILL BE OKAY, NOT TODAY BUT ONE DAY. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!😔


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ARGHHH been a long time, terakhir kali nulis, maklum saya lagi sibuk-sibunya, *uhuk* ngurus kucing, belum lagi sekarang dikampus, saya juga lagi sibuk UAS (bukan Ups Aku Sayang qm lho ya..) padahal adik saya baru KEMAREN WISUDA. ini sedih.  acara seremonial yang harusnya diisi dengan suka cita harus dipenuhi dengan pertanyaan ELO KAPAN NYET!!?, HAHA MASA DISALIP ADELO, BEGO!!? GUE JADI ELOSIH MENDING GADATENG ANJG!!

HA HA..      GAK LUCU!

bagi saya, cepet enggak lulusnya mahasiswa itu bukan ditangan mahasiswa itu sendiri!!!!
ITU KEHENDAK TUHAN MEN, KEHENDAK DOSEN!!

DAN gakerasa sekarang udah bulan desember yang berarti sebentar lagi tahun baru, YANG BERARTI.. menurut suku aztec kiamat tinggal 2 tahun lagi. DAN YANG BERARTI GUE BAKAL MATI JOMBLO, NGANGGUR DAN BELUM LULUS.
INI SEDIH.

but its funny you know, HOW THE TIME GOES. kayanya baru kemaren nyusun resolusi tahun 2019, sekarang udah harus nyusun resolusi tahun 2020 aja.

PADAHAL  YANG KEMAREN BELUM 1 PUN DILAKUIN

HAHA. KAMPRET.







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