mental illness
i don’t want to fight to always be happy
i don’t want to be the best version of myself
i don’t want to be productive everyday
i don’t want to split myself between my mental states
i want to have a melody that will flow and crystallise in your hands
so you could see
not one
not two
but twenty of me
i don’t want to be the best version of myself
i don’t want to be productive everyday
i don’t want to split myself between my mental states
i want to have a melody that will flow and crystallise in your hands
so you could see
not one
not two
but twenty of me
when i was 20 i decided it’s time to start WAITING to live
covering protruding parts of my stomach
blushing whenever someone is watching
while i take off my shirt
looking in a mirror, saying i hate you
to keep myself empty for another day
covering protruding parts of my stomach
blushing whenever someone is watching
while i take off my shirt
looking in a mirror, saying i hate you
to keep myself empty for another day
am i still waiting or do i just ignore
the voice telling me you are not enough
and like everyone else?
these are swallow unrests
the voice telling me you are not enough
and like everyone else?
these are swallow unrests
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