i begin to feeling empty.

i cant be happy
but im not sad.
i cant laugh
but im not cry

im feelingless.

i dont know what happens to me.

theres something wrong about it,
lately

inside my head. the thoughts.

its killing me

i cant bear it anymore

and the monster
under my bed

theyre getting stronger and stronger everyday

i hate him i hate me even more.

the mental illness, anxiety, depression. every fucking things!

it makes me loooks sad all the time
fuck.

yeah..
theyre winning
they always do

i wanna cry

but i cant!

im a loser

you cant cry when you already empty!